QuintensAngel

I hate it when you're gone And you are nowhere near So I shall shed one last tear This life is not ment for me And I need you to know That I want to leave this life But without you I will not go You and I are supposed to mean forever But how can that be when were not together You seem so distant why wont you talk to me If you cant trust me how can we be I hate being without you And I wish that you were here So I shall shed one last tear I love you baby with all my heart And I know if I leave you It will tare you apart I want to talk to you You seem to never Want to talk to me Why is that baby I know you love me Before I

Blade blade cut so deep Make it so I cannot sleep Make it bleed, make it burn Maybe next time I will learn Blade blade stop the pain Make me feel all right again Let the blood flow to the ground Make my head spin round and round Blade blade it's not all right I need you again tonight They don't care, they don't see What the hell they've done to me Blade blade its not okay No one will stay away from me I'll use you just one more time Before they come and take what mine Blade blade cut so deep Make it so I cannot sleep Make it bleed make it burn Seems like I will never learn

Go to sleep, and close your eyes, And dream of broken butterflies That tore their wings against a thorn. You know the pain thet they have borne. Silver metal, shine so bright. Scarlet blood, that feels so right. Dream of that blood trickling down, And wake up just before you drown. The moonlight's shining off your tears As you bleed out your own worst fears. So tonight when you start to cry Whisper the cutters' lullaby: Hushabye baby, you're almost dead. You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red. Your family hates you, your friends let you bleed. Sleep tight with a knife, cause it's all that you need. Rockabye baby, broke

Burning pain in my arms, Stops the burning tears. Slicing the skin calms my doubts, And helps erase my fears. The anger is so strong at times, And my pain becomes too much. And I long to feel the calmness, Of the knife's forgiving, tender touch. As I watch my blood pour, My sanity soars. And I long to feel the pain once more. To those who may not do this, I probably sound insane. But this is the only way I know how... To ease the blinding pain.

I can't escape I run from all the tears Try to hold it all my fears Why can't I make it work I used to be so strong I used to keep it all in How did it get to be so much I hate what it has come to Me and in my hand I hold a friend My knife the thing that has been there Through all the hard times Though the tears run dry and the fears are hiden The blood flows The pain is gone It feels so good But it is so wrong Why has it come to this I hold it in and then let it out In the blood the pain and fear runs out I feel free If I have a truoble I know I can go to my friend But I csn not escape the pain It will come back ag